Friday, December 7, 2012

Friday Shootout - Best Friend

I was planning to skip this one. 

BUTLER:  "How is that different from two months of not posting at all."

"During the last two months, I just blew off everything.  This week I actually considered it and then planned to skip it."

BAGMAN: "You're crazier than I am, dude."

BUTLER: "May I ask why you planned to skip this one?"

After considering for a moment, I respond, "I came to the conclusion that I don't have any best friends."

BAGMAN (mocking loudly): "Aw Boo Hoo!  Poor you!"

BUTLER (with subdued anger): "You are hitting a new low in making up justifications for self-pity."

Now it is my turn to be angry.  "No, dammit!  I knew I shouldn't try and explain this.  I don't feel the least bit unhappy about it.  I've always had all the friends I ever wanted but I'm an introvert and I am confortable with that aspect of myself.  I have friends all over the place because of blogging but if I had close friends in real life, I'd have to go and have lunch or coffee with them and, to be honest, that stuff doesn't excite me anymore.  I'd rather read a book or go walking in the woods."

BAGMAN:  "You're definitely crazier than I am, dude.  We need to party more!"

BUTLER: "Actually, Baggie, I can kind of understand him."

BAGMAN:  "So what are you going to post for the shoot out, Loner-Man."

"A couple of people that I considered to be "best friends" back when I was more extroverted."

BAGMAN:  "Yea!  Booze and pot sure did extrovert you!"



So anyway, this is Ley Armen.   We hung out together a lot in college and for a few years afterward.  We followed the folk music scene in Boston -- got stoned and drunk alot -- saw Bob Dylan when people still thought he was a kind of weird because his lyrics were hard to understand.  Lee and I had a pact whereby if either of us ever got stuck anywhere, we could call each other anytime and the other person would drop what they were doing and come get us unstuck.  

 
This was Ley during a partial eclipse of the sun in Provincetown.  We had a million great times together although I can't remember half of them and probably shouldn't document the other half.  But Ley was also an amazing soul.  He served two years as a hospital aide in lieu of service as a consciencious objector during Viet Nam.  Unlike most hippies who just dodged the draft, he went straight to the recruiters and met the requirements.  During spare time at the hospital overnight, he developed an amazing plan in a huge notebook -- to move into the wilderness, buy a spread of land with a steam he could use for a power source, and build a self-sufficient farm.   And lo and behold, he then married one of the most beautiful women I knew, moved to Maine near the Canadian border and did it.  Raised sheep, goats, chickens,and three - I think - boys.  Fought bears and blizzards.   We communicated for a while but drifted apart.   A few years ago, I learned that he had passed away from stomach cancer. 
 
BAGMAN: "Yeah.  Ley was my kind of guy!"
 
Then there was
 
 
Eddie John
 
Eddie was the exact opposite during the same approximate time -- college and somewhat beyond.  Eddie was assigned to the same dorm room in my Freshman year.  During the next six or seven years, we were roommates in more apartments than I can count.  I lived with Eddie in more places than any other person.  Eddie was a straight-arrow, tea-totaller.   He might have a beer once in a while but never tried pot.  But he was also the most non-judgemental person I ever knew and never once complained or questioned my actions or behavior.  Sometimes, he rolled his eyes.  
 
BUTLER:  "Yes, sir.  Eddie was really my kind of guy."
 
Heart disease ran in his family and he died of sudden cardiac arrest before he reached 30.  I spoke at his funeral. 
 
BAGMAN:  "So this is your post about best friends?!   Two guys from the distant past?  Both dead?  And you are trying to tell us that you're not pitiful?!"
 
I don't bat an eye.  "Yep.  I'm glad they were in my life.  I loved them.  I miss them.  But I'm perfectly happy to hang out at home either with my family or by myself."
 
BUTLER: "How do you bat an eye, anyway?  I might have to do some research on that.
 

27 comments:

  1. As I always say good to have you back Mark. Looking back and reflecting is very important upon retirement. When you get tired of that you start to live in the now. Trust me.
    QMM

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  2. Would it be wrong to say in your case that your family are your best friends?

    Thank you for a very touching glimpse into your past and present, Mark.

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  3. I don't really have best friends either, other than my husband. But I do have friends, good friends, funny friends, old friends...you know. I am glad you have good friend memories.

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  4. It seems to me that friendships we form later in life are never as strong as those forged when we are young and our experiences are new. Does that make sense? After I read your post it dawned on that I haven't made a new friend for over 10 years - and I'm perfectly happy with that, can't be bothered, too much like hard work. I enjoyed the glimpse of your two old friends.

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  5. Am I the only one concerned that your wife didn't make the list? Count me in the list of unmarried, hopeless romantics.

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    1. I probably need to write a post latter about why my wife didn't make the list of best friends. I thought about it, of course. And we all -- well many of us -- always say that our spouse is our best friend. But I think that stretches the definition. My wife seems to me to be more of an extension of myself and vice versa. Best friends seem to be more objective, less all-encompassing...

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    2. I would say that there is no rule about how we catagorize as friends those around us. I wasn't worried - I saw a photo you did of Karen's neck.... hairline once.... its a given that she is at the top of your list. I found this definition on line - and loved it.

      [Middle English, from Old English frond; see pr- in Indo-European roots.]

      friendless adj.
      friendless·ness n.
      Word History: A friend is a lover, literally. The relationship between Latin amcus "friend" and am "I love" is clear, as is the relationship between Greek philos "friend" and phile "I love." In English, though, we have to go back a millennium before we see the verb related to friend. At that time, frond, the Old English word for "friend," was simply the present participle of the verb fron, "to love." The Germanic root behind this verb is *fr-, which meant "to like, love, be friendly to." Closely linked to these concepts is that of "peace," and in fact Germanic made a noun from this root, *frithu-, meaning exactly that. Ultimately descended from this noun are the personal names Frederick, "peaceful ruler," and Siegfried, "victory peace." The root also shows up in the name of the Germanic deity Frigg, the goddess of love, who lives on today in the word Friday, "day of Frigg," from an ancient translation of Latin Veneris dis, "day of Venus."

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  6. I also, am finding it difficult to meet up with friends. I am like "Why bother?" I'd rather stay home. I have to force myself to go.

    For my family, I'd drop anything and go.

    Sometimes when I force myself to visit with friends, I am surprised that I have a good time and other times I think "Yep. Should have stayed home."

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  7. Thank you for your thoughtful post. Friends are a blessing. I have some friends who have best friends of their own since they were kids. Me - I can hardly remember who I played with as a child and was mostly a wallflower in high school. My art has helped me branch out and meet new people with like minds.

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  9. There's nothing quite like the friendships formed back in our youth... I believe they'll always stay with us in a very special way (and yes, even death can't quite change that). Thanks for sharing your memories!

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  10. While I'm a bit younger than you, I do remember times and friends like these. Lovely tribute to them and that time in your life.

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